Holy crap.!!! I have jus come to realize tht I am going nuts cos of this idiot box upgrade they call a cmputer.!!! I'm starting to use chatting comments such as "LOL" or "ROFL" in my everyday speech... Im also starting to make lame jokes related to comps...this Software engineering degree is driving me insane!!! Also the fact tht ive become addicted to MMORPG's isnt helping!! late nights on Lineage 2 are not helping my morale or self esteem or my sleeep!!!
I hav also noted the fact that I am using many of these gaming terms and 1337 (Leet) words in ordinary chat to ordinary ppl and they be like "Wtf is he talking abt??"
The coursework is almost done n its driving me insane...I cant get my right hand off the keyboard cos my left hand holds it back and vise versa... I have so much work to do as well, which explains the lack of bloggage..ooooooo... new word..."bloggage"
that reminds me ... my dictionary and some words I use :
lolizzle :(verb) "Laughing out loud...in a gangsta way"
Nyerr : "OK "or "SHAPE" (reluctantly)
MotherWhore : (noun) well an insult...
booga-booga : "hello" in a sudden flashy tone
eh? : "WTF?"
bleh : "cant be bothered"
byarr : "heheh i just insulted u!!"
meh : "here"
fuktard : "F**king retard"
Moona : "money"
Zoogla : (noun) "great god of Craziness"
Trizzler : (noun) polite way to call someone an "Asshole"
Humongerous : (adjective) "extremely gi-normous" - obtained from Beppy (c)
Gi-normous : (adjective) "Extremely LARGE!!!!"
ZOMG : "Oh my god"
KTHX : "k thankyou"
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Sunday, September 10, 2006
So much to do..so little time
hehe I lukd at my last post...n it was quite awhile ago...this proves I'm not one of those regular bloggers hu make an entry every single day..but hey..atleast im a blogger...well jus picked up my Cuzins hu came from aussie...they gonna be here for 3 weeks...so shud be loads of fun..and APPLE REPLACED MY IPOD !!! yes!!!! success after a month of emailing and getting my aunt to return it..haha..
I dnt want this to seem like a boring blog entry abt wht happened today..so as usual I shall end it with sumthing special from me...
//arghh all I see is concrete..trees hav given way
the colors of green been replaced by grey..
as the world turns and things change
it suffocates me n u..makin us faint
and it takes everything out of living
inside us, everything its killing...
it takes from u cos U havent given
you get what u deserve, and if not given,
everything u have will be taken...
U think I'm to blame? accuse me I dont care.
it doesnt mean wen u wake up it will all be there
tie ur wrists to stop urself from doing wrong
Ur mind says wht you've doing all along,
ur consciousness whispers in ur ears
"your slowly diggin ur own grave filled wit ur fears"
as u stare ur destiny dead in the eyes..
u hear ur sins...and ur desperate lies..
what you said , what you did..u can never fake
and now all the punishment...u must take
I dnt want this to seem like a boring blog entry abt wht happened today..so as usual I shall end it with sumthing special from me...
//arghh all I see is concrete..trees hav given way
the colors of green been replaced by grey..
as the world turns and things change
it suffocates me n u..makin us faint
and it takes everything out of living
inside us, everything its killing...
it takes from u cos U havent given
you get what u deserve, and if not given,
everything u have will be taken...
U think I'm to blame? accuse me I dont care.
it doesnt mean wen u wake up it will all be there
tie ur wrists to stop urself from doing wrong
Ur mind says wht you've doing all along,
ur consciousness whispers in ur ears
"your slowly diggin ur own grave filled wit ur fears"
as u stare ur destiny dead in the eyes..
u hear ur sins...and ur desperate lies..
what you said , what you did..u can never fake
and now all the punishment...u must take
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Mumblings of a prophet man
Has society given us the power to speak our minds? i doubt it...except for the odd Martin luther King ...or Gandhi...noone seems to stand up n shout out wht they think..well look where it got King anyway...he got shot...tht kinda tells u to keep ur mouth shut..heheh..after much debate I've come to realize, its not me hu decides hu i am...wht kind of person I am...no not me..but society....no matter wht u do...u cannot change the way society looks at u...once society has branded u..there is no going back...
are we faced with these "labellings" cos we, as humans are social animals? then wht abt a Hermit....does he have a so called "society" wud he judge a person.?.if sumone told him sumthin...wud tht make him label sumone? well ofcourse if sumone was there talkin to him..he wudnt be a hermit now wud he?? wht decides his beliefs? who is his society?
all i think is tht its bullshit for people to judge one another without really knwing tht person....and even if tht person makes a mistake..theres always forgiveness...tht shudnt go ungiven...to err is human..but to forgive..is divine..
are we faced with these "labellings" cos we, as humans are social animals? then wht abt a Hermit....does he have a so called "society" wud he judge a person.?.if sumone told him sumthin...wud tht make him label sumone? well ofcourse if sumone was there talkin to him..he wudnt be a hermit now wud he?? wht decides his beliefs? who is his society?
all i think is tht its bullshit for people to judge one another without really knwing tht person....and even if tht person makes a mistake..theres always forgiveness...tht shudnt go ungiven...to err is human..but to forgive..is divine..
Saturday, July 08, 2006
The Final test
Just me and my shadow on this perilous journey
through times of defeat, and times of Glory
towards the plains of the truth untold,
where laughter is lost..and sorrow is gold.
the path is rugged..with stones and fire..
yet i push forward...my life hangs by a wire..
the place i have to go is far away
but I'll never give up...no f*ckin way!
its the opposite of earth, where darkness is bright..
where the sun shines till noon..rising at night,
a place where I call my home, where I am right.
where objections of society are nowhere in sight.
its a place where the forsaken live,
after they've offered all they had to give..
made this journey to their final resting place..
where no more perils they'll ever have to face
finally a place that I would never have to hide..
only other thing I want..is u by my side...
but I guess, you always cant have everything
your always gonna be missin something..
my feet are worn, its here I rest...
happy and contempt..that I've passed my final test
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Fort MinoR -
I've always admired the way Mike Shinoda puts his feelings into words...whether it be with linkin park...or with his new project FortMinor...he has always delivered songs with powerful lyrics....
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it..
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it..
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
in the words of a philosopher
the last few weeks have been so philosophical...for sum reason we've hung out and discussed sum serious stuff tht makes me seriously stop to wonder...what if?? so far here are the conclusions I've come to...
"satisfaction is the greatest form of happiness"
"There is no such thing as an unselfish act"
"Society is god...society doth create us...society doth destroy us"
ironically the same people hu came up with this are famous for the following lines aswell...
"who likes short shorts?? I sed I like short shorts"
"Hit him like he stole something from you"
"hit him like his mother cooked sumthing bad for you"
"what is this?? u call urself a gamer??"
"thats it..I'm quitting poker...i can't do this anymore"
"who lives in a pineapple under the sea??"
"impale... hammer hammer...epicenter!!!!"
"lets go to jubileekanuwa"
"checkoslovakia!!!"
"satisfaction is the greatest form of happiness"
"There is no such thing as an unselfish act"
"Society is god...society doth create us...society doth destroy us"
ironically the same people hu came up with this are famous for the following lines aswell...
"who likes short shorts?? I sed I like short shorts"
"Hit him like he stole something from you"
"hit him like his mother cooked sumthing bad for you"
"what is this?? u call urself a gamer??"
"thats it..I'm quitting poker...i can't do this anymore"
"who lives in a pineapple under the sea??"
"impale... hammer hammer...epicenter!!!!"
"lets go to jubileekanuwa"
"checkoslovakia!!!"
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Proof of Life
You sit in the middle of a park bench, staring straight out at the still water of the lake, at the end of the road you call life....wondering about the things you've done, things you've gone through...the times you laughed...the times you cried...A collage of pictures and sounds and voices flow past you in ur mind...a collection of experiences...what will you have to show for all of this when you die...? nothing....there wont be a trace of you left...except the memories you have given other ppl...the times you have made other peoples days much more brighter than it was meant to be...and for that one special person you always tried to cheer up, that person who you always went out of your way to show that you care...to that person you may mean everything...or you may mean nothing...is she too blind to see that you were the one by her side all along....never flinching...staring fear in the eye just so that you can be fearless for her..you sacrificed so much...does she even know...no she doesnt..its not for her to know...you dont do it to showher how much you sacrifice....you do it for yourself...to prove to yourself...that someone...is worth all this pain...to prove to yourself...You care THIS MUCH...
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Saturday, May 06, 2006
The Unspoken Truth
It was about 3 days since I had been captured... the Hunger and thirst had now become so common to me that I had forgotten about it.. it wasnt important now...what was important...was how I was goin to escape this wretched hell hole.. The walls surrounding me seemed to keep getting closer and closer....boxing me in this 2x2 meter room... I still had the lighter which my bro had given me for my birthday. I took off my shirt, used the lighter to set it on fire... and set the smoke detectors off.. Hearing this my captors sent for the Fire Dept. when they arrived I knocked a fire fighter out Using my Tai Kwan doe Kick to the groin. HE yelled "ouch" and passed out..I stole his clothes... and pretended to be a fire fighter...dressed him up in my clothes (what was left of them after the fire) and managed to escape.. haha U vile corrupted Factionists!! Kidnapping me and thinking u can keep me a captive???!!! neverrrrr!!! oh shit theire coming agaiN!!! best be on my way... quick..to the trusty Bajaj!! hurry !!!
Friday, May 05, 2006
FAQ
Psst... Do u know wht the Mute Guy said when he walked into a bar??? neither do I...he just stood there waving his hands around..I cudnt Understand wht the F*** he was tryin to say!!!
Friday, April 28, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Visions of the future
Last night while strolling around on my Bajaj... I came face to face wit a man tht resembled myself, aged...about 20 years... I screached to a halt...n sed "Dude...where the f*** r u walkin??" n he sed "this is my road b*tch"...he stared at me for a few seconds..and then commented "Eh sonny...u luk jus like me....when i was 19..." I sed "holy f*** uncle!! I thought U lukd jus like me!!!"...this clear councious clash wit my future self was an eye opener...the message being...."stay off the booze..or else U'll end up a bum like that mofo u almost ran over just now"
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Random Mumbo Jumbo
well heres the first of my random mumblings....
Does anyone knw y Sri Lanka doesnt have many hangout spots...during the daytime ofcourse....Me and Jackie were thinkin it wud be cool if we could set up a place you knw...sumwhere in Colombo...with a lounge...Sofas...Foosball table..air hockey table....Giant screen TV...XBOX..big ass juke box...u knw..the shitz!...Jus a place where ppl cn chillout..do wht ever they want...and hav a mean cup of coffee...just think abt it..."the MunkY Lounge" lol...tht seems nice...hehe anyone hav suggestions???
Does anyone knw y Sri Lanka doesnt have many hangout spots...during the daytime ofcourse....Me and Jackie were thinkin it wud be cool if we could set up a place you knw...sumwhere in Colombo...with a lounge...Sofas...Foosball table..air hockey table....Giant screen TV...XBOX..big ass juke box...u knw..the shitz!...Jus a place where ppl cn chillout..do wht ever they want...and hav a mean cup of coffee...just think abt it..."the MunkY Lounge" lol...tht seems nice...hehe anyone hav suggestions???
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Reflection - Teague Gray
darker times made me write this.....
As I look back on the road ive run...
was it meaningful?? was it fun??
is there anything that makes it so special?
My life to me...seems like an empty vessel..
stuck in torment reliving past failures...
remembering the blood, sweat and tears
was it worth all that? the pain I went through..
did it bring me anymore closer to you?
Is sumthing wrong with me...? was it sumthing I sed?
something sure changed what was goin on in ur head
cos all of a sudden its all over..Nothing left
and shattered are the times u called ur best...
maybe not today..maybe not tommorrow..but soon
I know I'll be happy...be over the moon..
but untill then I'll have to stay content
with this sorry life..thts twisted and bent...
As I look back on the road ive run...
was it meaningful?? was it fun??
is there anything that makes it so special?
My life to me...seems like an empty vessel..
stuck in torment reliving past failures...
remembering the blood, sweat and tears
was it worth all that? the pain I went through..
did it bring me anymore closer to you?
Is sumthing wrong with me...? was it sumthing I sed?
something sure changed what was goin on in ur head
cos all of a sudden its all over..Nothing left
and shattered are the times u called ur best...
maybe not today..maybe not tommorrow..but soon
I know I'll be happy...be over the moon..
but untill then I'll have to stay content
with this sorry life..thts twisted and bent...
Preface
I'm new to this "blog" shit....so let me take a few days to get my shit together....hehe...well as the scene may unfold...you will come to knw many interesting things...You can read it if you want to...or you can ignore my screams made at modern society...plus if you need funny shit..this is the place..well here goes...the begining of my blog.
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