Thursday, June 26, 2008

Test Drive - Teague Gray

so theres a few things I just cant hide,
how meaningless shit crashes to my side,
things that dont make sense anymore,
seem to have me banged up creepin allover the floor.

Theres nothing I can do, but stay awhile and listen,
I need to break free from this guilty prison,

chorus:
and take my life for a test drive,
see how high I can fly
over my problems and many more,
see how far I can soar.
I just wanna knw....
WHAT YOU PUT ME HERE FOR!

heads messed up dont really knw why..
I try to make sense of the world and deny
the fact that I have no clue what I want to do
when everything else in my life seems through

Theres nothing I can do, bit stay awhile and listen,
I need to break free from this guilty prison,

chorus :
and take my life for a test drive,
see how high I can fly
over my problems and many more,
see how far I can soar.
I just wanna knw....
WHAT YOU PUT ME HERE FOR!

you said you had plans for me.. that everything is meant to be..
I just want to know... what you put me here for...

chorus //
end

wow I wrote this in 7 minutes xD its probably terrible

deafening Silence

when words are not found, where emotions are not shown
where the need for communication has immensly grown,
You find urself wandering amongst the dried leaves of solitude,
you want to reach out but instead you retract cos ur not in the mood.
Theres a calm wind that blows across, soothing your pain,
almost like the breeze that blows before the rain.

your closed to urself, but is this where you want to be?
cut out from the world, far away from me?
I wished for more better days ahead,
the thoughts of you still linger in my head.
tormented and frustrated I cannot see,
the light you shine, trying to guide me..
i squint, I try... only to catch a glimpse of the afterlight,
realizing...I was wrong, and you as always.. were right.

Being by urself is not how I want you to be,
if anything troubles you, share it with me..
I will be there, when the world has turned its back on you
most of all to prove to you... that I love you

Monday, June 23, 2008

Belated Comments - depression

So Ive been away for awhile.. actually Ive been writing stuff on Facebook.. and I keep forgetting to update this.. So i thought Id keep them individual.. for reasons beyond me.

heres a question.. is it bad to be serious all the time? and is it bad to Joke most of the time.. the fact that you dont take things too seriously.. atleast the unimportant ones that you can brush off or things people say that arent true.. or small arguements with the loved one.. these are minor Issues.. dont take things too personally... but life is short.. You cant waste your time being serious n pissed off at anyone or anything.. which is why I never hold a grudge.. unless its personal and a huge huge huge thing.. fair enough there are times.. where you should never talk to someone...

And depression.. I know.. Ive gone through my share of it.. and it never turns out too gud.. whats the point? u just had something bad happen to you... so why waste more time being more sad about it? why not live it up a little? and go enjoy urself.. and take ur mind off things? I think nothing can make you so depressed that you wouldnt laugh for a joke.. or a LOLCATS pic.. haha.. life is too short to live it in depression, you only live once... and even that is just enjoyable for 30 years (16-46) or more... the rest of it is just a struggle.. but that doesnt mean you should sulk it away..

remember.. shit happens.. you just gotta clean it up, put some air freshner and move on..(making sure it dont stink nemore)

cheers