Reverance

In light of more obvious matters, points which seem so clear to us after it has all happened, never seem to grace our mind before the matter. It is always preceding a certain event that we obtain a "ohhh yea.. " understanding of the event. Its a dilemma that has been here since the beginning of man. Why do we not understand issues at that time, but realize it was wrong or we could've done it another way, later.

I have encountered this problem personally many a time. It just doesn't hit you clearly at the time. No matter how much you think about it, you can never think of the correct way to handle an issue until you have handled it and then realized it. Is this effect called After-Occurence-Understanding? or POST-UNDERSTANDING? It is just the way things are. In this crazy confused world. We have to understand without revering the consequences, and take that step to making things right and handling the situation.

Back to tha Bloggage

wow.. its been quite awhile.. since Ive got ages of time on my hands, thought Id go back to blogging... I have to get back to my artistic roots, finish up some poems.. accompany them with some art.. damn man Ive been out of it.. getting back to it soon..

anyways.. My better half left for Aussie.. so im missing her loads... but I feel I should express myself through this site.. so.. thats what Im gonna do..

More that meets the eye....

TRANSFORMERS!!! robots in disguise!! wow.. after waiting ages since I was a little kid to see the transformers movie, I wasn't disappointed!!! Not only were the effects stunning.. the story itself was touching. A faithful Camaro, A Fearless Solstice, A powerful eighteen wheeler, a peace loving Hummer and a brave GMC managed to beat off a whole fleet of armed forces unit Decepticons.. damn...I wouldn't mind having the actual Autobot vehicles.. gotta admit... the Autobots got style ;)... ever since I was a little kid watching transformers non-stop... I've always wanted to see what a movie would look like... and OMG! it was worth watching it just for Meagan Fox.. DAMN you Shaya!! its a pity that they only make out once at the end tho.. hehe too bad man.. better luck next time... it was cool that they used Hugo Weaving's voice for Megatron, even tho you couldn't recognise it.. its the best voice for a villain.. by the way try to download the rock theme by Black lab.. its friggin awesome... anyways..Transformers didn't disappoint. it roxxord the soxxors!!

The Silver Surfer Cometh

Long have we waited for the most powerful Comic book character of all time... The Silver Surfer.. Origins unknown, he is the strongest ever Marvel Creation... He cannot be killed (even superman can be killed) and he is by far the most stylish character..I mean her surfs for crying out loud....NICE!!!! My favorite character of all time.. I wouldn't call him a Villain as it is not said anywhere that he is a villain. So as the movie hits Cinemas..and I am yet to watch it..(personal Reasons...surgery)... We (or atleast those of us who havent watched it) wait in impatience to see what the Surfer has brought for us.

FIGHT>>LIVE>>INSPIRE

Is there Fear in you? there shouldnt be... for those who fear something..will fail at doing it... Fear drives us away from our goals... it is fear that acts as a wall that stands between us and our destiny.. let it not stand strong.. break it with the hammer of courage.. for fear does not stand in the presence of courage.. Courage to fight.... courage to live.... and by living past our fears..inspire those who desire to live out their dreams.. as by conquering our fears.. we live out our dreams...


- Teague Gray

What is our greatest fear??

I recently watched a reletively old movie, called "Coach Carter" a true story about a High school basketball team and their coach. The line from this movie which stuck in my head and made so much sense was the answer to the question "What is your greatest fear??"

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is
that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our
darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be
brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not
to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the
world. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within
us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our
own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do
the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence
automatically liberates others."

ZOMG I'M GOING BONKERS!!!!!!

Holy crap.!!! I have jus come to realize tht I am going nuts cos of this idiot box upgrade they call a cmputer.!!! I'm starting to use chatting comments such as "LOL" or "ROFL" in my everyday speech... Im also starting to make lame jokes related to comps...this Software engineering degree is driving me insane!!! Also the fact tht ive become addicted to MMORPG's isnt helping!! late nights on Lineage 2 are not helping my morale or self esteem or my sleeep!!!

I hav also noted the fact that I am using many of these gaming terms and 1337 (Leet) words in ordinary chat to ordinary ppl and they be like "Wtf is he talking abt??"

The coursework is almost done n its driving me insane...I cant get my right hand off the keyboard cos my left hand holds it back and vise versa... I have so much work to do as well, which explains the lack of bloggage..ooooooo... new word..."bloggage"

that reminds me ... my dictionary and some words I use :

lolizzle :(verb) "Laughing out loud...in a gangsta way"
Nyerr : "OK "or "SHAPE" (reluctantly)
MotherWhore : (noun) well an insult...
booga-booga : "hello" in a sudden flashy tone
eh? : "WTF?"
bleh : "cant be bothered"
byarr : "heheh i just insulted u!!"
meh : "here"
fuktard : "F**king retard"
Moona : "money"
Zoogla : (noun) "great god of Craziness"
Trizzler : (noun) polite way to call someone an "Asshole"
Humongerous : (adjective) "extremely gi-normous" - obtained from Beppy (c)
Gi-normous : (adjective) "Extremely LARGE!!!!"
ZOMG : "Oh my god"
KTHX : "k thankyou"